Oh, i love you

Well maybe i, i need a little love 
and maybe i , i need a little care 
and maybe i , maybe you, maybe you, maybe you
Oh you need somebody just to hold you...
I Love You,these three words
They could change our lives forever...

Facebook Addiction Disorder

Facebook Facebook Facebook Facebook!in Malaysia we call it 'FB'  Sikit sikit facebook sikit sikit facebook. Awal pagi , pagi siang tengahari petang maghrib malam tengah malam Fb. Study Berak Makan Bejalan Berlari Merangkak Mencangkul Tido Masak Mandi pun FB. WHOAH! REALLY? what so good about this social network? First i like to say that Facebook is the famous social network of today's generation almost every human being on this planet using it,even 10yrs old kids pun ada FB but yet still has its own keburukan. Lets be honest. i used to up-date my blog. dolok lah. but now as you can see my blog is falling miserably blamed Facebook.  This site has been blamed for many social ills. Actly, FB is one of with so much information at hand and exposure to public eye there could be a dilemma. I read a news article where a man killed his girlfriend because she was spending too much time on Facebook and would not let him see her profile. Seram! Gilaaaaa. sampe pia sekali ka?? Facebook you really ruined my social life even my sleep pun. Tido is penting you know! Penting sangat itu Tido. Haiyaa.. Gara-gara facebook my assignments pun lambat siap tapi siap lah. Scrolling up Scrolling down,checking on new feeds. NO NOTIFICATIONS what you scrolling up too? So wasting time maa. One more thing people leaked out too many information on their statutes,including me. Bila time assignment melambak macam gunung,decide that the best way to start working is to update your Facebook status to "Studying" "Study Mode" lah "Study Mode Activated" lah and then two and half hours later,decide actually doing assignment. But not untill you add to the comments war raging over your friends latest wall post and photo album! Assignment totally forgotten about. I'm telling the truth. That's me. Nehhhh. Damn! i gotta slowly stop going on FB so much,i'm a bit an addict even though i don't post anything. But yet i'm still using it. Pfffttt ! so FOLLOW me on twitter @nisadeni much better . 

I've been listening to Mariah's about 3 days in a rows..

Extraordinary doodles

Pssttt.. yeahh you. i don't care what car you drive where do you live. If you knows some one who know someone who knows some one. If your clothes are this year cutting edge. If your trust fund is unlimited. Or if you're A- listed,B-listed or never heard of your list. what i only care is about the words that flutter from your mind. They are the only thing you truly own.The only thing i remember you by. I will not fall in love with your skin and bones. I will not fall in love with the places you have been. I will not fall in love with anything BUT the words that flutter from your mind.. I heart you man! Yeahh man :)

Breath taking

where can i find u sweetheart?

kasak na hau ehh!

wewittt!

what do you expect? so breath taking huh. Me want one!

Fact about me

• I'm just ordinary girl SOMETIMES I get bored,lazy,noisy and get silly. Thats me.
• Kampung girl? Yes, i am! Born and raised in kampung. 
• I loves to spend my time with my family. What ever it is family come first ok.
• Lot of complains come out from my mouth! blablablabla~ fact about me.
• I loves to sing! Bathroom it is. But I can't shout out loud.
• I hate being in crowded places.
• I love having my hair done all the time and having my hair smells good all the time.
• I used to terrified of cats,afraid of their paws. Now I am a cat LOVER! meoww
• I am a quiet person. I just like to be quiet. If I don't feel like to talk I just keep my mouth shut. 
• I shop a lot way way too much! Not that much laa. depend lerr. BUT good at saving money. Boo-Hoo!
• I'm Daddy's little girl.
• I loves beach. where I can feel the breeze and loves the sound of waves splashing.
• I'm terrified of BERINGIN. That creepy thing produce a bit scary noises. So please don't try to scare me with those thang. Beggin' you. & wasps too! Its freaking me out when its flying around me.
• I love gadgets but when comes to technology ada slow sikit laaa. 
• I am huge fan of Celine Dion . She's my favourite singer of all time. Seriously I have to see her! &&& my fav actor & actress I bet you guys already knew that. The sexiest nerd alive Jay Baruchel & sexy american actress also a singer Amanda Seyfried.
• I am food lovers of course. I'm not choosy when comes to foods. glurppp! Everything masok SMC!
• I like it when someone cares about me,they makes me feel special. awwwww. 
• I have soft feelings,yell at me too loud I might be break down somehow.
• I am blushful person. Blushing a lot when something goes wrong. Easily embarrassed.
• There's a part of me that still want to be a princess. 
• I like exploring new places.
• I get sulky over small issues errrr certain issues lah. not that easy actly. Haish. hard to explain bah.
• I like surprises!
• I like to fooling around with my best friend and my siblings.
• I'm great with kids, sometimes I like to scare kids and make them cry. 
• I am day dreamer. Practically day and night. 
• When there's a probs, miscommunication or misunderstanding. I prefer discuss before deciding any matter. 
• I'm not a sleeper. Sometimes I stay up late for nothing.
• Counting is my weakness to say. Whenever I count something,there you go I lost count of number. Repeat the same things over and over . No more counting!

He's my only man in my life. I love him capital H I M

an old picture of me (left) , dad (middle) , sis (right)

I called him dad! The man that loves my mother,loves his daughter. The only man that I love the most of world and my entire life,he always be my dad. He's the man i told ya. The head of our family. The one that guiding and giving strength to me and my families. Struggled hard to raised us up till today. A firm,courageous and strict dad. I always pray to Allah S.W.T that my dad always in good condition and protects him so is my mom. I never want anything to happen with him. I'll promise you dad I will study hard and I want to make you proud of your daughter. Last but not least I LOVE YOU SO MUCH DAD! Hishh. Maok nangis rasa ngenang jasa nya. HAPPY FATHER'S DAY & 

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY YAN ♥

The End

Goodbye and thats it the end. & pls forgive me.

For you, there’ll be no more crying,

For you, the sun will be shining,

And I feel that when I’m with you,

It’s alright, I know it’s right

To you, I’ll give the world

to you, I’ll never be cold

‘Cause I feel that when I’m with you,

It’s alright, I know it’s right.

And the songbirds are singing,

Like they know the score,

And I love you, I love you, I love you,

Like never before.

And I wish you all the love in the world,

But most of all, I wish it from myself.

And the songbirds keep singing,

Like they know the score,

And I love you, I love you, I love you,

Like never before, like never before

lalala. its me :)

frangrances! paling aku suka lah wangi2 tok. love the most! ranking NO 1 ok! huhh. 

jgn mdh ktk org sik suka minyak wangi especially girls. 

tempat beli perfume paling best is kat Body shop! MY FAV shop to STOP! :)

I love hair! I love my hair so muchhhh!

 but paling x best if my hair looks great when i'm not going anyway!

FYI,i like to wasting my time at saloon. ssshhhhh!~ don't tell my mom okay! hee. 

i love to get my hair done!BRING ME THERE FOR SURE SAYA SUKA.  :D

 Manja2kan my hair. PALING BEST!

I wanted to keep it simple and very clean. 

My dad selalu jak swoh gunting rambut,

coz my hair panjang gilak. But,my mom x swoh

coz nya syg my rambut. Hee. susah juak jaga rambut tk.

mesti ktk org heran why i choose ashley tisdale pun picture.

coz aku suka tgga rambut nya.

 byk2 celeb hairtsyle,hairstyle nya tok lah most gorgeous! 

i wish my hair was her hair! Haha.

from hair,there must be hair accessories right? i choose hairbands.

aku suka beli hairbands,pakei pakei pakei lepas ya x tauk sine tuju.

lepas yaaa beli gik. ilang gik. beli gik. hahaha. alu lahhhh.

Benda tok mengarey kat umah. Hee. atleast kat rambut aku ada sigek accessories.

sigek cukupp lahh. x pelu nak byk2. Berat palak lakk. HAHA!~

yahhhhhhhhhhh! dah aku madah tek.yarabieeeeeeeeeee timahhh oi!

 sampey banyak nak atas palak ko yaaa timahhhh! HAHA.

like i say x pelu nak byk2 atas palak,sigek cukup. Tk lain cerita. 

sampei ke muka ke idong ke daie. HAHA.

  vibrant fabrics and fancy.

Handbags & purses are considered as one of the best companion for woman. 

When u look around,u can see woman carryin' different types of bags and purses.

Handbags attract every women on earth.

 Handbag where you keep everything, from your cell phone to your wallet to your makeup. 

YES! every women or girls  dream to have their own fancy cool GORGEOUS handbag. and i am one of them. For me when purchasing new handbag,it can be a scary time. really! 

excuse me  Hayden Panettiere,mintak kmk jak handbag ktk. kck gilak! 

i <3 handbag,sometimes they just make me mad. Don't get me wrong I love handbags as much as next girls. hehehehe.

Next,check out for this sign.

 i love foods and i love to eat out && enjoy my foods!

ATTENTION : Guys,saya kuat makan! Jangan heran ok. This is me.

Food is everywhere dude. 

when talks about makan-makan. yum yum yum. 

There's one place where me & my families & members used to stop & look out for the menu.

Yeahhh! thats right. mcdonald's. 

i used to  go to mcdonald's with my dad. 

Dad knows my fav place to isik perut. hehe

1 set BigMac & ice lemon tea. and don't forget banana pie. 

Simply Perfect! Haha :P

PERFECT DESTINATION! <3

 Manhattan & Venice babbbby! why not? Berangan jak lok.

Teringin mok pegi ke sia. someday with my future hubby! insyaallah. hehe. 

temasok dalam list tempat honeymoon! :P

travelling is one of my hobbies. :)

Travelling best! trust me. 

pssstt! aussie might be also in my list. breath taking!

hasta la vista. :)

 

p/s : i l o v e you.

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                    

the FEVER have started.

Hola hola hola hoop bloggie! salam peeps. :) how r u then? wanna share something bout me here. kinda boring actly. so lets ngerepak. hee. Last week,saya telah menduduki ujian akhir(cewah) which is paper Tourism Geography & Fundamentals of Tourism and Hospitality sub killer. i told u guys,i didn't do it well. suck suck suck! once i open the paper everything that i've study POOFFFFFFF  gone! BLANK! tawakal jak lah gik. Hmm. 2 down but 3 more to go. get ready for next killer. Tourism Malaysia,Tourism and Hospitality of Professional Dev. && Excellence Hospitality and Cust.Service. but i'm wasting my time blogging. its ok. k release tension kejap. Tension bahhh study jak2. sampe sik tauk apa nak dibelaja! 'Study Smart but don't Study Hard' but i'm in the situation where i am study hard. sampe botak palak. Haha. kwn padah ilek ilek boh tension. Hee. Chill nisa.  Mok nap pun x boleh juak. kelak makin jadi badan. kaum hawa tidak digalakan tidur selepas asar,coz kelak mereng or gila.  hee. huh hah huh hah! excited mok balit tk ehhh. i miss my families though. 

Ehhhh,i cannot go back until umah sewa settle! where to find rumah sewa here! so hard,ada pun expensive bahhh. :( ada pun rumah banglo. the house quiet nice,english style got 4 rooms and 3 bathroom. Fully furnised! but.. CREEPPYYYYYYYYY! must settle the house as soon as possible. wanna go back! oraite thats it! toddles peeps.

 

EXAM FEVER!

19th.

Hello bloggie. it's been awhile i didn't post anything yet. quiet busy lately! assignmentssss & test! takanannnnn! hee. Ok here we go. you know what i miss my home,miss my hometown. Miss everything! seriously i wanna go back home! theres no other place like home. rindu mok makan mskan mak kat umah ehh..  Ohh yaaa! 16 of March 2011 I've turn into 19th. sweet 19th nisa. hee. yeahhhh,i know i'm gettin' old now. Makin tua makin tua! Haha. on march 30 my housemate celebrating my birthday at pizza. huhu. best lahhhh ada juak org clb8 my birthday. its my first time clb8 kat tempat org with new awesome friends. usually clb8 with my mom n dad. its ok. new experiences. Hehe. Thanks to yaya coz belanja makan! thank you so much! love ya babe. amalkan selalu k. *showing off my sparkling teeth*  Hee. 

Happy 19th birthday to me! 

huhu. oreo cheese cake & mocha ice blended! nice one!

yaya,aku taw ko lapa! jgn la ko p sumbat smua pizza dlm mulut kaw tu. Haha. :P

The one who belanja us that day. yaya yayai :) <3

thanks to them too! my beloved housemate.

 we had a great time. Like a G6 Like a G6. Haha.

Punyalah byk kta order kn. skali tguk smua buncit lepas mkn! naaa.

ambik kau! Tapi best! berbaloi~ 

mok pizza? Just call 

:)

1-300-88-2525 pizza.

oraite. i'll update again later. sayonara!

p/s : i love you. :)

keep holdin' on.

It's hard to accept,but u can't change the past even u can't go back and manipulate things to the way u wanted them to happen.Because life'd be meaningless and boring and just not worth living. But u can change the future and that's a beautiful thing about life. Yes,u will make mistakes. I do make mistakes. And yes,u will have bad days but as long as u let the past go,u'll have such a gorgeous and bright future ahead of you. Knowin' that things were meant to happen and knowin' each day u will learn something so that u keep growing to be a better person. Life is like a rope, twined in all its complexities and yet weaved into a marvelous stream that u have the chance u use something amazing from . So grab hold of it.

balada jiwa perempuan gila

kata orang, penulis-penulis itu orang gila
kata orang, orang yang seni itu kepalanya tiada
kata orang, kalai kita fikir terlalu jauh, kita kritikal
kata orang, fynn jamal orang sebal

jadi soalan aku kenapa kau masih lagi di situ, sayang?
sedang kau tau hati aku ini memangnya begitu perit, begitu kelit

kau tau bila aku bencikan sesuatu itu akan aku katakan dengan bahasa yang sepedas-pedasnya
kau tau di setiap kemarahan itu aku hamburkan segala nista
kau tau bila aku benci akan aku katakan terus pada mata itu
kau tau bila aku marah aku akan ludah, aku akan katakan "berambuslah!"
dan aku orang gila yang cintakan dunianya

jauhlah!
kau sudah tau aku ini perempuan gila
pergilah!
kau sudah tau aku ini orangnya akal tiada
kerana aku ini bila sudah sayang
aku akan pegang
aku akan rangkul
aku akan pikul

maka janganlah kau katakan:
"hey sayang, mengapa tidak mengertikan?"
"wahai sayang, kenapa begini?"
"wahai sayang, kenapa begitu?"
"wahai sayang, kekadang kau gila!"

dan seperti biasa aku akan katakan:
"aku memang gila sayang, aku ini gilakan kamu.
hey sayang, mengertilah,
aku tidak reti untuk menjaga hati itu
kerna yang ku rasakan ini hanya orang gila yang tahu"

dan di waktu itu ku rasakan kemarahan
di dalam jiwa
di dalam rasa
di dalam jiwa
di dalam rasa

maka biarkan aku di tempat itu
mengambil pisau mengerat tangan
kerana aku yang tak tertahan di dalam hatiku, wahai kawan.

ku hanya berada di dunia ini
dengan rasa gila, rasa sendiri
tiada mengerti, siapa yang tahu
kenapa di sini, kenapa kamu berubah
berubah.
berubah.
berubah.

dulu kau katakan kegilaan ini suatu yang kau sukakan
tapi mengapa sekarang ini tidak lagi kau suka
lagi terasa jiwa ini ku gila
berambuslah.. (sedarlah)
berambuslah. (sedarlah)
berambuslah! (sedarlah)

aku di sini masih yang dulu
masih si gila
masih si dungu

tetapi engkau sudah berubah
sedarlah oh sedarlah
siapa yang gila, siapa puncanya
mengapa ini terjadi juga

dulu kau kata aku 'ni gila tapi kau suka
sekarang pula kau kata aku si perempuan gila
dan kau katakan "mengapa pula"

aku risau
aku risau sendiri

oh.
biarkan darah ini mengalir
membawa rasa jiwa yang pedih
biarkah darah merah mengalir.


how can i tell you,this superb piece from fynnjamal almost makes me cry! how touchable it was. hanya perempuan gila saja yang memahaminya and I am one of them. :)